Have you ever woken up and felt discouraged like you are a waste of skin in the planet? well today is my day.....
Ive been unemployed for 5 months and i have to admit that even though at the beginning i was kind of enjoying the "i can wake up as late as i want cause i have nothing to do" feeling, right now its just becoming a weight over my shoulders that just keeps getting heavier. And the way i feel today has make me think or ask my self if i am really doing all i can possibly do to make every thing better so i can stop felling as miserable as I've been feeling lately.... and the truth is NO. i realize that i spent more time thinking about how bad things are than actually doing something to make things better and i have to put a stop to this.
It is not only about work but about so many other things in life and i have to admit that my big problem is that am the biggest procrastinator you are ever going to meet. Now i think I've taken my first step towards changing all this now all i have to do is go out and do something.....
Even though i still feel sad from now on instead of complaining about everything that's been going on am just going to stop thinking and complaining and am going to promise my self to do every thing to my reach to change my life because if i don't no one else will....
XOXO ARYSPICY
awww girl i know how you feel cause i feel that way about school. Like im a good student but i know i can take a B and make it into an A if i just stop procrastinating....my boyfriend made me realize this (he's way older than me) and I feel like i need to stop acting like im 17 with no responsibilities and step up to the plate and act 22 going to 23. I hope you do find a job soon girly and dont lose hope God is always there for us.
ReplyDeleteI know how you feel, sometimes we focus too much on what we have not achievd, instead of focusing on what we can do. I know the feeling, I know this sounds weird but it's good to know that you are not the only person who feels like this.
ReplyDeleteI really liked what you said in your about me on Youtube, I just started and two days ago, with Youtube and will take your words in heart and just tell myself that I am going to enjoy the ride.
Bye Glamdoll;)